Okay. I'm done being a baby now.
Monday, June 21, 2010
Twenty - Something Needs To Change
How is it that I always manage to avoid how big I am? It's getting ridiculous. Like I look down at parts of my body, say some simple part, like my wrist. And then I see my wrist in a picture and I'm like, "Oh, okay swollen, disgusting mess, cool." Something needs to change. I've tried. I really have. I've tried diets, exercise, fasting (which I know is unhealthy and ineffective in the long run), signing up on internet sites, etc. Blah blah blah. Every time I go to count calories I'm always under the "diet" suggestions. I really don't eat that much. I've been the same weight for a long time. I just don't know how to get it off. I don't have the time or money for the gym. Not to mention I can't even get myself to go somewhere like that without freaking out. I know I should be doing a lot more exercising at home and that there's lots to do in my own home, I just really don't know HOW to exercise. Like, the right way. I know that's pathetic. But it's true. Before I got sick I never had to worry about my weight or eating. I know that if I can just lose it, it will stay gone.
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<3 aww. don't be sad. It is really easy to exercise at home. do crunches. Dance with Rowan. Dancing burns a whole lotta calories. the whole thing is just keeping your heart rate up. Do P90X. Ok. not like the whole thing. but the parts you can do, and before you know it, you will be able to do it all. I quit after like a week. I like to sleep. haha. Just don't be a quitter like I am :)
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