Eighteen - Spiders & Toy Story 3

I slept okay last night. Probably better than I have in quite a few days. Ever since my bad nightmare. I was starting to get back on track, but then after the spider incident, I've been so creeped out everywhere I go in the house. A couple of days ago I was in Rowan's room and I was taking care of his laundry. I looked up and saw this black shadow on the curtain and I went to grab at it, certain that it was a piece of candy or other sticky food Rowan had wiped on it. As I pulled the curtain apart, I heard this awful "crackling" sound and when I turned it around to see the back of it, I saw that I had broken open a spider nest! I just got shivers. The momma spider freaked out and reared up at me, flailing her legs. She was pretty big. It took me a long time to kill her and then I sprayed the nest (because some of the babies were alive!) with some perfume. In the middle of all of this I took a bathroom break to puke. Haha. I'm afraid of everything! Then as I was straightening out the other curtain, I spotted another one! I didn't disturb it and made Thane take care of that one when he got home. We had to go around and check all the curtains, windows, everywhere. I was paranoid we were being infested. Poor Rowan, I'm glad I found them before they hatched. OMG, ew.

We're going to take Rowan to the drive-in tonight to see Toy Story 3. It's all he's been talking about. Thane told him on Monday about going, so he's been impatient. Then last night he wouldn't go to bed, so Thane was like "Rowan, you have to be a good boy and go to sleep because tomorrow is Toy Story 3 day", so of course Rowan was all like, "Okay!!!" Haha. He woke up this morning and said we had to go and I asked him where and he said, "Toy Story 3, Mommy. Daddy said so!" so now I've finally gotten him to understand that we have to wait for Daddy to come home.

I thought I wanted to write more, but I've taken a few breaks from writing this, and now I just want to give up. Haha.